16 December 2007
DONE, I think!?!?!?
Loud's present -- check!
Rouse Family present -- check!
Stocking stuffers -- check!
Not too much left considering my side of the family is short & sweet -- Big Daddy & I are combining presents this year. We're getting a huge stockpile of firewood, fireplace tools (we've been improvising), log holder, & ash bucket. We love our fireplace!!!
09 December 2007
A Night By the Fire
07 December 2007
Have 1.5 weeks left in school. Kids are wild but I love them. Had an incident in my last class where a kid pulled out a bag o' pot after class & showed some kids, some of my good kids. They were uncomfortable about it but of course didn't want to snitch. We found out, they gave statements, kid got a simple possession charge when the cops found the schtuff in a tree at his house. It was his 2nd charge that week & he already had 2 felonies before that. He's up for expulsion this week. This boy has SOOOO many issues & I hate to see what could happen to him if he is expelled & sent to the Juve Detention Center. Even if he's not expelled (he probably won't be), he'll probably go there anyway because of the now 4 arrests he's had in the last year.
I just keep telling myself to breathe. I can't help but worry about him. I know I have 120 students I deal with on a daily basis but I get to know them...I truly care about each one no matter how much of a fool they are. Hell, they're in 8th grade, of course they are CRAZY!!! We'll see what happens.
29 November 2007
I am now officially a FlyBaby
I'm on Day 5 & so far so good. The beginning phases are just introductions into making routines for yourself. Everyday is another little something. I am supposed to be working myself in easily with no additions but I am slowly entering into Zone Work & Decluttering. I have to admit my house doesn't have much clutter but I have some areas that need some help so this is helping me get to them a little bit at a time -- 15 minutes of work is a lot less daunting than taking on a huge project all at once. I'm actually really liking this & I'm seeing a difference in me & my house.
I've also taken it another step too. I've become the Mission Fairy for some of my friends at work; some of the ladies are in need of some motivation. Every now & again when a good mission comes in from the 10,000 e-mails I get daily from FlyLady, I cut, paste & distribute among us. For example: "Put 5 minutes on your timer (every teacher has a timer) & tackle the clutter on your desk. Throw stuff away, organize, don't look back. " I've given 2 missions this week -- one for work, one for home. Every one LOVED it. They all admitted they needed something to give them a push.
So, we'll see how this works. Tonight I've already wiped down my kitchen, emptied the dishwasher that was freshly washed (that's amazing for me!!), swept the Reese/Big Daddy tracks, de-cluttered for 15 minutes in my Hot Spot, designated a "To Donate" box & I'm about to start my Zone job for the day...dust the hard-to-reach spots in the living room (but only for 15 minutes!!!).
Fly Baby Fly!!!
10 November 2007
08 November 2007
Rant Session
If you don't know already this year is, overall, the craziest year of my life. I won't list it all, just the one that has been an overwhelming weight on my shoulders this last month. This is my big year for teaching...I'm going through the "official, lots of bullshit" evaulation year where people who don't know me walk into my classroom at random moments & observe me & breakdown every little thing about my teaching. This bugs the shit out of me!!!
I've determined over the last year that I'm a control freak when it comes to my career. I'm a teacher, and I'm a damn good teacher. I'm organized, controlled, knowledgeable, & I can control a large mass of hormonal wild-hair up the ass middle school children while still teaching them a thing or two. Last year, my first year teaching, I was #1 in the school when it came to the number of students who passed those wonderful state-mandated standardized tests that gauge whether the students are actually learning (that's another rant in itself). Overall, I do a damn good job.
Well, now comes the time for my evals. The first one I got was from one of my administrators at my school. She is new this year & handles the 7th grade so we don't have much communication between us & I have no idea what she looks for when it comes to teacher "worthiness". Luckily, she liked me & my lesson. She had fun in class and learned; "[I] modeled trust, fairness, and courtesy to all students". Very cool!!
Now, the very next day, in walks in my District "Teacher Leader". I have all my ducks in a row &, in my opinion, the only glitch I have is a dumb-ass student who decides to act a fool all class period when he NEVER acts this way. I handle it though, I handle it well. I take everything is stride because I have confidence in my ability...well that's until I get the evaluation back. This "teacher leader" must have had a shitty day because she was nit picky. I freak out -- I can't help it. I am an over-achiever at my job & I have no shame in saying it. This woman has knocked out my confidence. Let's run through some of the nastiness from the person who has no clue as to what middle school is about, shall we??
The ticket-out-the-door in the written plans was also different from the one used.
There were no other accommodations for rates of learning
Student repeatedly said he needed more time regardless if he needed it or not
The lesson was not differentiated
Workbook pages were not torn out ahead of time...A loss of instructional time was noted here and, also when the teacher called the students up to look at their grades.
The teacher also stepped outside the door, closing it behind her, leaving the other students unattended.
Table of content pages in the portfolio must be completed.
Ok, I could sit here & make my case on every one of these points, but why should I?? I don't need to justify my actions when I create damn good lessons, entertain my students, maintain an aura of respect, & DO MY JOB VERY WELL, UNBELIEVABLY WELL!!!
So, I got over it, I took a couple days for my bruised ego to heal but I realized something...who gives a shit?? Well, right when this realization comes about...in walks my 3rd evaluator in first period nonetheless, the time when I work out my kinks...every lesson has some kinks in it. So first period, I find those kinks & tweak for later. Ok, so that bruised ego comes back & I am a little freaked out after he leaves my class. I get no clues off of him, I know nothing. So of course, I am wigging a little until that eval comes in.
I got that eval this morning & all I can say is THANK HEAVEN!!!!! I'm not deluded...I do know what I'm doing!!! I needed an ego boost after a little bruising session. Let's see what was said(I actually don't care if you read it....I just needed my bit of vindication):
Higher order thinking skills were evidenced
teacher was well versed in the use of the Promethean Activboard and supporting software. She used it to enhance the class instruction very efficiently.
The knowledge displayed by the teacher was accurate and timely, using various technologies to view current earthquake data and fault lines
The teacher expected all students to perform and encouraged them in the class tasks
Differentiation was seen with individual students in open classroom management and classroom differentiation was observed in the various ways the whole class instruction took place
The teacher allowed students to communicate with each other during various “seat” activities while still maintaining in total control of the class
The teacher was well prepared for the class while still adjusting method and style when needed
The class was very organized and the students seemed to know the class procedures very well.
The room is a very bright and pleasant environment
Students were well versed in classroom procedures with little reinforcement needed from the teacher.
When questioned by a student as to whether all faults have names she was not afraid to simply say she did not know. She stated they would need to do further research to answer the question.
...small “interruption” was handled very smoothly with no class interruption...
The teacher is well versed in scientific language and used proper terms throughout the lesson.
The number of meetings and conferences, including summer workshops, showed a clear pattern of collegial work
This teacher looked and dressed like a teacher. She is very professional, neat, and carries herself with dignity, while not being aloof or unapproachable. She was friendly and courteous to all the students without appearing to be “one of them”.
This teacher’s portfolio showed several professional activities and experiences that enhance her ability as a teacher.
Ok, so it's a long list...it was a good eval. It was such sweetness!!! I actually hold this in such high esteem knowing who my evaluator is. Let's just say, 20 year science teacher turned Instructional Coach for one of the best schools in the District...YAY!!!
I had to rant, I needed to rant. I've come to terms with my issues when it comes to my career. My good friend tells me I just need to "let it go" -- I know I do, I just am a perfectionist when it comes to my job. Is that such a bad thing???
26 October 2007
My Sister Heroes
Her interest in the 3-Day sparked me again and made me realize how truly proud I am of my big sisters. I've always looked up to my sisters, they've ALWAYS shown me what I want to strive for in life. I can say that I am truly lucky to have such wonderful role models. I've always been a step behind when it comes to growing up & figuring things out in my life; my sisters always supported me in whatever I wanted to do & lifted me up when I fell down. They've always been there for me and it brings tears to my eyes to think how much I look to them when I need something/anything.
The whole 3-Day experience lifted them up a little higher on the pedestal I have them standing on. They were already my role-models but now they are whole-heartedly my heroes. They are selfless, fundraising machines who walked their asses off. Everyday I saw them on the route, I welled up with love for my big sisters...they are amazing women & deserve to hear that a lot more than they probably do.
18 October 2007
17 October 2007
The Georgia Aquarium
It also gave off that awesome aqua glow...
03 October 2007
19 September 2007
4 years...
July 2003 -- Move to G-vegas from VT thinking it's temporary while I'm looking for grad schools or culinary programs
August 2003 -- Realize I'm liking G-vegas, get a serving job at the worst restaurant ever
September 2003 -- Start hanging out with Big Daddy considering we work together; realize I like having him around
September 17, 2003 -- Big Daddy & I start the "romance"
October 2003 -- get a place to settle into while I figure out what I'm doing & practically do nothing for about a year except wait tables & chill
October 2004 -- Interview & get accepted into graduate school at Clemson for teaching
January 2005 -- start grad school; Big Daddy supports me immensely during the whole thing
March 2005 -- start working at MUCH better restaurant to support my grad school ass
August 2005 -- start the student teaching experience while still working
March 2006 -- GET A JOB!!! 8th grade science, here I come!!
May 2006 -- GRADUATION!! Holy shit, I got my Master's; a personal goal I can check of the list
August 2006 -- start my career as a teacher; very scary!!!
June 2007 -- survive my first year teaching & I'm pretty damn good at this stuff
June 18, 2007 -- Big Daddy proposes!!!!
August 8, 2007 -- turn 28, close on the Old Mill
August 14, 2007 -- start my 2nd year teaching; not as scary the 2nd time around
September 17, 2007 -- 4 years down, a lifetime to go!!
So yeah, that's a sum-up for ya. Big Daddy & I went out to eat at our favorite Thai place in G-vegas, Sweet Basil, on Monday. I always get the same thing but this time I strayed from the norm & got some Thai curry -- Mossaman curry based with coconut cream. It was amazing. It makes me remember why I should change up what I order -- sometimes, I just get stuck in the rut of "I'm going to get what I like!!"
4 years have truly flown by -- I love my man, I'm a lucky woman.
14 September 2007
School started back & so far, so good. There's a different dynamic to this set of kids compared to last year. These kids are very academic & bright yet very social as well. I have tons more kids this year too. I have 135 kids this year over 5 class periods -- that's CRAZY, especially in a science class. My smallest class is 26 kids (last year my biggest was 26) so I'm constantly "on".
I met my "teacher leader" yesterday. She's the woman who heads all those wonderful observations/evaluations this year. I'm not too stressed about the evaluations & such -- I know I'm a good teacher. I'm involved with my students & I love teaching them -- I just have to get through this "i approve of you" nonsense & then I'm home free!!!
Big Daddy started school back & things are going well so far. He does have one professor who hates tests so she requires a paper a week; he's on week 3 & already tired of it. Work for him is going well too; his manager is leaving & heading to another restuarant so there is some re-arranging going on within the ranks --- this could be a good think for Big Daddy. I'll keep you updated as more info comes in.
The Old Mill is rocking -- we got a new fridge so now we have 2 fridges & 3 freezers. Now we just need food to fill them. We're about to start the crazy work of tilling the whole yard, mulching, laying seed -- I'm ecstatic...it's going to be a shitload of work for our huge yard that got neglected over the past 5 years. But hey, I like a challenge!!!
So yeah, that's about it I think -- got to get back to my teacher schtuff.
Later.
03 September 2007
02 September 2007
27 August 2007
Inspiration from Loud
I'm having fun starting to think about all this -- it's so exciting!!!
16 August 2007
10 August 2007
I turned 28 this past Wednesday -- good feeling. I'm liking 28 so far.
We closed on The Old Mill on Wednesday as well. Nice to get that all over & done with. All the papers are signed & Big Daddy& I have a home. We've lived here over 2 weeks and it felt different walking into the house knowing it was all official.
Big Daddy's parents bought us our wedding present (WAY early, but no complaints!!!) & we got a bedroom suite. It's awesome -- sleigh platform that has leather panels in the headboard; we get a 40s feel off the whole thing. It's the Legacy Chateau Louis. The picture doesn't give it justice but it's real nice!!! Me very happy!!!
The bathroom renovation project I took on is almost complete. I put a coat of our colored paint on tonight -- have to do a 2nd coat & paint the cabinet then I'm done!!! Looks good for a woman's handiwork. I've also been in the process of painting the bedroom as well. I want it all done before Monday since the furniture will be in. The bedroom color is Serenity & the bathroom & closet are Moonbeam (a lighter version of the Serenity).
So yeah, I've had a lot on my plate this week. Next week, I start back to work -- actually looking forward to it too; I'm glad I like my job!!!
Later.
08 August 2007
23 July 2007
New Home Bliss
No worries though -- even though I had to wake up due to earlier stated lung issues, I've brewed myself some coffee, messed with bills & such, figured out finances, e-mailed our mortgage lady, & I'm watching those morning shows I never watch; all this & it's not even 9:30am. This is pretty nice!!!
17 July 2007
13 July 2007
07 July 2007
Rambling
Tomorrow I have a FULL day! Start the morning early at the Old Mill & proceed to blast more dirt. This time I'm cleaning the back patio -- it's brick enclosed (pics will come soon, promise!!). Then after a good 3 maybe 4 hours of work: go home, get clean, finishing packing the small stuff & head to Isle of Palms. Can't wait to see all the family, it should be a good week & I'm going to RELAX & not stress. I've been doing too much of that lately.
02 July 2007
Ouch!
I didn't get to my 6 miles yesterday but I'm going to go walk in a bit considering I need to get out of this house b/c I'm going absolutely crazy!!! I can't wait to have a house & some space -- I'm going MAD!!!!
30 June 2007
7.2 miles -- DONE!!!
I had a slower pace & stopped at the halfway point to drop Reese off; she gets so tired & slows me down. Plus at pit stop I get to re-fill my water bottle.
Wahoo!
8 miles??!?!?!
Other news -- Big Daddy & I are actively packing up our apartment & transporting the schtuff to the new house. It's nice to see the apartment getting emptied -- we can't wait to leave this place behind. Goodbye 1 BR, HELLO big fat HOUSE!!!! YAY!!!!
28 June 2007
25 June 2007
Awesome Site!!!!
I found this site on Healthy Girl's website -- it helps you plot routes for walking & running & measures the distances for you -- AWESOME!!!
24 June 2007
All is Well in Lafayette
Monkeys are awesome -- Tom Tom is growing sooo much & eats likes there's no tomorrow & Maddie Cat is unbelievably entertaining to watch!!! I also got to catch up with friends I haven't seen since I left 5 years ago -- things are good!!
Mariposa & I went out today & looked at some wedding dresses -- it was such a cool experience. I can't wait to have us all together trying to find my dress!!!
Yay -- I'm engaged!!!
19 June 2007
It's Official!!!!
It happened around 10:30pm last night. We had spent the day up in NC with the parentals. Had a great day & headed home. Dropped by Big Daddy's parents' house on the way home & visited with Pops Rouse for a bit. Were heading home but we decided to detour & drive around like we do & ended up in downtown Greenville. Reese was with us so we decided to park & walk around the downtown area because it's been re-vamped over the last couple years. So we walked around & ended up at Falls Park & the "new" suspension bridge. We take Reese to Falls Park all the time to go swimming so it was familiar territory.
So we were cruising down the bridge looking at G'ville when I see Big Daddy get on one knee & open a little black box. Must admit it's a bit of a blur because I was so overwhelmed -- he aske me to be his wife & for us to spend our lives together & would I marry him...I started crying of course & "yes yes yes".
YAY!!! I'm engaged -- we get to plan a wedding!!! I'm so unbelievably happy!!
The whole experience was so surreal & I can't really believe that I have this beautiful ring on my finger & I have now have a fiance!!! YAY!!!
16 June 2007
Honestly...
My speed increased today though which was cool & the hills are getting easier.
Tomorrow -- 7 miles...argh!!!
14 June 2007
3.6 miles
Lacey and Kameron - Contemporary
This is my favorite performance from last night's So You Think You Can Dance. This is my summer addiction -- LOVE IT!! This routine gave me chills -- Mia Michaels is amazing!
13 June 2007
A Rainy Start..
Tuesday was a rainy day, so no walking occurred.
Today another sporadic rainy day so no walking -- I've altered the training schedule for this.
Tonight will be a cross-training night (about 45 minutes), tomorrow 3 miles, Friday 5 miles, then onto the 7 & 6 milers this weekend. I'll be worn out but it's alright -- walking is the one thing that I do have scheduled for me to do.
Starting the progress of packing up the apartment -- I want it all packed up except the bare essentials. We have until July 24 at the apartment but we want to clear things out so we can start to clean & repair -- 3 years can mess some stuff up in an apartment!! Plus we have a lot of shit that we've gathered in the last 4 years so it's time to weed out the nonsense.
Will keep you updated on the move!!
10 June 2007
8th Grade Science Lesson
2. How long did it take Miss Mouse to walk 1 mile? (Answer in minutes)
3. What is Miss Mouse's average speed? (Calculate using miles & hours)
09 June 2007
Keepin' on Keepin' on
I headed out sometime after 6, with my water bottle tucked into my shorts & my I-pod in its handy little armband; no Reese this time, she would pass out by the end of 4 miles nonetheless 6. It was hot but not too bad -- with all the hills I have around me there is a good steady wind during most of my walks.
6 miles accomplished!
No major aches or pains.
Issues with my hands though -- they get really bloated while I'm walking.
Maybe I'm retaining water, I dunno, but they get puffy & a little tingly...any notions???
Plus, I'm gaining weight!! What is this?? I'm walking my ass off & gaining weight -- I know I'm not gaining that much muscle -- I hope this cycle doesn't continue 'cause it's pissing me off!!!!
07 June 2007
Next Blog
What's amazing to me though -- I've come across 2 blogs that are written by crazy, heavily medicated, paranoid schizophrenic individuals. Let me tell you -- this can be some intriguing shit. I'm so glad I'm not addicted to klonopin & valium & have rages about AA.
http://4thavenueblues.blogspot.com/ -- now sober paranoid schizophrenic from AL
http://expectamiracle-sunamizen.blogspot.com/ -- crazy klonopin-valium woman from VT
Summertime!!
Brad & I made reservations at a new restaurant in town -- High Cotton -- we've been wanting to go but we always wait a couple months after a new restaurant opens so they can work out all the kinks. Overall, Brad & I were VERY pleased. We ordered a Four Vines Maverick Zinfandel & started the meal off with a cheese plate & the beef carpaccio -- both were amazing. The cheese plate had a brie, a midnight moon, a pecan-crusted chevre, & a hearty blue cheese with candied walnuts, fig jam, & apple to compliment. The carpaccio was delicate with the perfect addition of a horseradish sauce & arugula -- to die for!!
Where the overall meal was lacking the most was actually the entrees -- the flavor profiles didn't go together well. I had a bourbon-glazed pork with fried green tomatoes & jalapeno cheese grits. Brad had the duck with a carrot puree & bundled asparagus. The meals came out over-cooked so we sent them back; we typically aren't the "send-back" people but we had multiple reasons --
- We were spending good money on the meal, you want it cooked right (especially pork & duck).
- The primary owner of the restaurant was in from Charleston -- he needed to know how the kitchen was not up to par when it came to meat temps.
- Brad & I are foodies & deserved it!!!
Ok, so they re-cooked our dinners - still not excellent but the amazing appetizers were counterbalancing the mediocre entrees. So we decided to make it even & go for a dessert. The chef's special was a coconut souffle -- now we all know how complex a souffle is to make so this would be the make or break. OH MY GOD -- it was so the deal maker!!! The souffle was pure egg white based & delicate with a butterscotch sauce -- so good!!!! It just melted in your mouth!!
Overall, we liked the restaurant -- we would definitely find ourselved returning to order a good bottle of wine & enjoy some wonderful apps & dessert; they just need to re-think their main courses.
Ok, so after High Cotton, we headed over the Bi-Lo Center to see Delirium by Cirque du Soleil. This was a live concert performance that incorporated the acrobatics & dance that everyone knows & loves from Cirque. The whole experience was stimulating -- music, dance, acrobats, wire-work, everything. It was so awesome!!!
Overall it was a wonderful evening -- a great start to my summer!!!
04 June 2007
03 June 2007
02 June 2007
A Day of Heaviness
I've decided to supplement my walk with a cross-training session tonight.
Will walk tomorrow -- heading up to Union Mills & Dad has a great 4-mile loop already worked out. Depending on my status at the end of 4 miles, I might extend the walk a little more considering I need to get 6 miles in.
01 June 2007
Cross Training
Awhile back, Big Daddy & I bought an X-box "game" called Personal Fitness. It's a personal trainer program that helps you to make goals & achieve them when it comes to fitness & provides unique exercise programs for you to follow. You have the option of what type of work-out you want, for how long, & what equipment to use. Along with that there is a Meditation Garden that provides a 30 minute yoga session. So this is what I'm going to use for my cross-training.
Tonight I did a 30-minute yoga session -- I needed to stretch out my muscles & it felt good!! Yay!!
I've altered the training schedule a little considering I didn't walk yesterday.
Sat -- 4 miles
Sun -- 6 miles
Mon -- 4 miles
I'm going to push myself this week -- I've slacked ass long enough. I've gained weight back & that's unacceptable considering I know I can do this. It's crunch time & there are some long walks in my future!!!
31 May 2007
30 May 2007
Training Update
Week 2: sick & managed to walk none
Beginning of Week 3: have walked 5 miles, still more to come
Feeling good but feeling guilty for taking time off when I was sick, but I'll get over it. Reese is worn out too.
I have noticed that the past week when I wasn't walking & was sick, I didn't sleep as well, pretty restless actually. I know there is a connection between the walking & the type of sleep I'm getting at night.
Sidenote: only 2 days left of school & we close on the house on June 29!!!
19 May 2007
I'm It!
What is tagging you might ask. Well, it is a sort of 'get to know you' game that bloggers play.
Now on to theRules:
• Start with 7 random facts/habits about yourself
• People who are tagged have to write their 7 things on their blog
• Then choose another 7 people to get tagged and list their names
• Don’t forget to leave them a comment to tell them they have been tagged and to read your blog
Here are 7 "Random" things about myself:
- I hate to dust -- I sneeze and sneeze and sneeze.
- I am just like my mother in that I like to start things & not finish them. I'm trying to break that habit. That being said I need to pick up my crocheting again.
- I love crossword puzzles. Everyday before the kids come into my room, I print off the 2 crosswords from the local paper & complete them over the course of the day.
- Over the course of the last 3 years (since I started grad school), I have hardly been able to read a book. This is very disturbing to me considering I love to read; my mind just seems to not be able to focus. This is yet another thing I'm actively trying to fix.
- I'm absolutely ecstatic that Big Daddy & I are inheriting a riding lawn mower. I have certain small simple desires in my life & for some odd reason I have ALWAYS wanted a riding lawn mower. I'm totally excited about cruising around my own lawn on my riding lawn mower. Simple pleasures.
- I miss rock climbing. I need to start again -- hell, that can be my cross training!!!!!
- Big Daddy & I already have our baby names figured out even though we are not planning on having children ANY time soon. It was just a random conversation that ended with 2 great names -- we're strange, we know.
Training Update
Any words of wisdom out there??
I will admit that I didn't cross train yesterday -- but today I had some extracurricular activity with Reese in the Reedy River. Jogged a little & walked in the water for a good distance -- that was extra work...hahaha.
Otherwise, training is good -- if only I could raise money!!!
09 May 2007
A Downtown Stroll
So we decided to walk around downtown & get some dinner. I was supposed to do a training walk but the stroll around downtown ended up being that. It was a little more than a mile -- less than I was supposed to do, but hey at least I walked!!
I'm giving out the newsletter at work in the next couple of days. I'm going to add a personal note from me, about me for the people at school. Turns out a couple of the ladies I'm close with had their mothers die from breast cancer, I work with a breast cancer survivor, & "Eoute"'s (the only male teacher in the 8th grade) sister is battling breast cancer for the 2nd time. They are very supportive and wonderful about the 3-Day...it's sparked my motivation.
07 May 2007
Let the Training Begin
That being said, TODAY, May 7, 2007, was my first official day of training for the 3-Day. The Bouncing Buddies have a little over 5 months to get money raised & our butts (& feet) conditioned to walk the walk. I'm stoked about the whole thing.
After Brad left to head to his last final of the semester, Reese & I headed out the apartment & walked our 2.5mile route. It feels good to get up & walk again; I really enjoy it. It's a good way to deflate after a day at work. Reese is now passed out next to me & I am energized. I started my 3-Day Journal of all my miles walked, etc. I like the idea of keeping tabs on myself -- I need accountability measures in my life.
29 April 2007
Reedy River Reese
We found a great spot a little further down river than we typically go that had a great swimming hole. Brad & Reese played while I took snapshots. Reese is totally crazy about swimming & catching her "duck".