So I haven't posted in a while. Life got hectic with school starting & it seems grading papers & living the teacher life takes over a bit.

The Mr is really never home...we rarely see each other, which makes the situation pretty shitty. This should be the last year of this considering it's his last year of school & he'll be finding a job with normal hours. The restaurant manager life is not one he or I desire...it pretty much sucks ass.

The dynamic at school is different this year too. We have 1st period planning which I really don't like at all. The kids are much more immature than we normally have...it takes a bit more energy to get through the day. I've already been contacting parents 4 weeks in, a bit early. We're hoping things change over the course of the year & they mature some.

I feel more drained than normal. I've lost some of my energy & I don't seem to have the time I need to get stuff done. It's probably just getting back into the swing of school after the craziness of this past summer. I just feel like my domestic life is suffering & I hate that.

Overall, I'm feeling pretty blah...hopefully the upswing comes soon...I so need it!!!

Sex Ed

is driving me crazy!! I have had this nonsense for the last 8 days & I'm so glad that it's almost over. Last year, I had the wonderful experience of teaching all girls, that's not so bad! This year, it has all changed -- I have boys!!! OH MY GOD!!! This is craziness...

"can you masturbate too much?" Yes, you go cross eyed & your hands grow hair
"is 15 times a day too much?"
"is porn bad?" refer to question 2
"what is popping the cherry?" nothing you need to worry about any time soon
"is an erection an emotion?"

Today was abstinence & group dating. Tomorrow I get to scare the crap out of them with STDs & such. YAY!!

I WANT THIS OVER NOW!!! THIS SUX!!!

Happy Dead President's Day

Saw that line on one of BD & I's favorite hole-in-the-wall "meat & 3" places & loved it. You know why I'm truly happy because this 3-day weekend couldn't be more welcomed by me. I am exhausted. For the last 2 weeks my body just wants sleep. I can't gather enough energy for normal functioning...even my students have noticed a difference. With the recent crazy epidemic going around all around me, I'm listening to my body...if it wants rest, I give it to her.

We went up to BD's parents' house. They've both been real sick this week so we went up & made them some steak & potatoes. They hadn't had a hot meal all week b/c they've had no appetite so it was nice to cook them a good meal to feed their blood & give them some good protein.

Since I have the day off tomorrow, I'm spending my time tying off loose ends when it comes to the wedding. Picking up the swatch for the bridesmaids' dresses, chewing out the Hilton, paying the deposit on the tuxes, getting my ring appraised (yes I know I should have done that months ago), you know, the usual tedious errands. Wahoo...it's a 4 day week!!